JUST A HEY.

sorry that i've not been on here in ages, guys [well, the two girls that might bother following this]. but, i just sort of forgot about it und i was watching whataboutadam [a youtuberrr...check him out. <3] and in the sidebar thing it said about his blog.
soo...i decided i'd fill you in as of recently. ;)
yeah so, last monday we went to see fame und it was pretty amazing, tbh! but it probably would have been a bit better if dani could come und if i'd remembered my glasses. silly me, LOL.
also, at school, und stuff over the past few days i've been in a really good mood and i dunno why. :) but i like it, all the same.
und i've started saying "und" instead of the english "and", if you hadn't already noticed. just 'cause i pretty much love german. i want to be fluent someday und go there. i've decided. feel free to join me. that would be AMAZE. :)
oh yeahh...there was other stuff i was gonnerr put up here but i can't remember what.

it feels really weird writing a blog. 'cause isn't it supposed to be sort of an online diary? well, i don't like the idea of people reading my diary, tbh. mind you, i'm probably more open on here ['cause only two of my best friends read this] than i am in my diary. i've never been keen on writing diaries, anyway. i prefer to share experiences or keep them to myself. i've never ever been big on writing all this stupid stuff about 'crushes' that, apparently, people do. or, at least they do in book und films. x] aha. but, no, i just don't do it. i write stuff like "AHA. GINGER NUTS! that was hilarious!" und stuff like that und "today was alright, didn't do much but i had art so it was okayy"
i've noticed that recently i've been writing a lot more in my little black book. i carry that with me everywhere at school. it's all tattered und worn now but i love it that way. if you're nice i may read you a poem that i like. i rarely let anyone read what i've written because there are people out there that don't seem to be able to expand their imagination und see that my poems are not necessarily from my point of view [most of the time, they're not] und i get called 'emo' 'cause of my 'depressing' poems. see, there's that aswell, i find some of my stuff really happy und thatt but others seem to think they're all depressing. maybe there's hidden messages, i'm not sure. maybe it's just a judgemental approach they have towards me; stereotype. sometimes this really annoys me, sometimes it doesn't bother me one bit. i suppose it depends what mood i'm in.
so, yeah...my little black book...the words on the pages are building up, and, atm i love my little tatty book. <3

sorry, this blog is getting quite long but i like the fact that nobody is probably going to read it so i'm kinda letting everything pour out. sort of like i did on my myspace profile; but that is viewable to more people. as of recently, i like how life is turning out. not that it was bad before, it just seems to be great now! :)

sorry for this LOOOONG post...there was a lot of catching up to do. i'll try to post on a more regular basis und try to be less boring. this still doesn't mean i'm gonnerr pour my heart out und write all the 'juicy' bits.
LOL.

bye for now, then.
xxxx.