So I went back to school last Friday [I know - stupid day to go back - but there's really nothing I could've done about it] and I always enjoy the first bit of school when we go back (: Like the first week or whatever. It's good to see all yours mates & people you're used to being around after six, nearly seven weeks. It's also quite good to get your new timetable & stuff, only mine isn't set very well, I don't think. But ahh well; some days are okay. Oh & another thing to moan about: my locker. I was set on getting the same locker again [I had it in year nine & year ten, I wanted that same locker in year eleven!] but oh no! that couldn't possibly happen to Lauren; I got one of the new ones. :| Yerr, I know that normal people would probably be like "Awesome! I got one of the new lockers! How cool is that?" But it's out of the locker corridor, it's near the bottom entrance/exit [so it's cold everytime you want to get your books] & it's right next to the staff rooms. Can you believe a teacher came out yesterday & said to me "you've spent too long at that locker! you need to go to lessons!" Fair enough, the bell had just rung for lesson start, but I was getting my books for my last two periods! Sorry if I'm not quick enough! Too long at my locker...it's the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard. Next to penalty points, that is. But that's a whole other thing.
So, yeah, if you hadn't noticed I'm kinda grumpy today. I was in a really good mood at school (I think). I know that seems weird that I said I think, but I can't really remember, tbh. Everything's sort of a blur...I am sooo tired. That's mainly why I'm grumpy and pretty much everything I've said on here has been negative. Well, to top it all off I couldn't do my maths plus homework! I absolutely hate it when I can't understand things or I can't work out how to do them! Especially if it has anything to do with maths.
Oh well, at least I got my German done.
Wednesday, 9 September 2009
Thursday, 3 September 2009
MY POEMS.
so yeahh, i've started writing my poems again. :) i really like them; more than i liked my old ones. i think they're better. it's weird though 'cause they just come to me before i go to sleep. i don't really even think about what i write - like i said, they just come to me. i've almost filled my little black book [i think it'll be full when i copy my latest poems into it - i had to write them on my ipod 'cause it was late when i 'thought' of them] and it is actually falling apart now. [: i like it like that. i have a little blue book now, though, to put in my blazer pocket when i go back to school tomorrow. yes, i'm looking forward to going back to school 'cause i'm kindaa geeky like that and i actually like school. :]
that's about it really.
here's my latest poems [i've decided to share them (which is something i don't do a lot) because i actually like them]. they may not make full sense to you, or they may. either way, it doesn't bother me. my poems have a meaning for me and they may hold a different one for you. it just depends on how you look at it and what the words say to you. sometimes the meanings of my poems even change for me. :) you have to remember aswell that they are not necessarily written from my point of view. most of them aren't. so to call me depressed or anything would be wrong and i would prefer if you didn't please.
A Strange Time
You've been gone for too long
The seasons have changed
The ground has frozen in July
The will only come out
When you return home
With stories filled with happiness
Joy not to be destroyed
Only diminished
Because nothing stays bright for long
And my apocalypse is near
Unless you hold my hand
And say everything will be okay.
My Desire
I love you, I think
But it's gone in a blink
As my words turn around
Is this love I have found?
There's a warmth that's inside
And it's trying to hide
So rekindle my fire
And feed my desire.
^^ i rarely write poems that rhyme because they're never very good. and even if i do i verrryy rarely share them. but i quite like this one and how it doesn't really make sense but it kinda does to me. (:
Breaking the Clock
I'm still here
Time is ticking by
Waiting
For you to come for me
To hold me and tell me you love me
Whisper spells in my ears
And show me how to fly
But I've waited for so long
Losing hope everyday
Because you still haven't found me
Maybe now is the time
For me to start looking for you
My love.
No Understanding.
I turned and ran
Expecting you to stay
You followed me
With a smile upon your face
What is this feeling
That comes with sight of you?
It stays with me sometimes
Traps itself
It is an amazing thing
But it's hurting me
And why did you follow?
Detached.
I've detached myself
So that I don't love anyone
And it's keeping me strong
My ice cold heart
Is what's making me a fighter
And keeing me alive
It's who I am
Don't try to melt it
Because it will only make things
Difficult for both of us
It will make us weak
And inevitably cause the end
So I've detached myself
Giving Everything For You.
Wipe away the tears
And tell me what is wrong
If it helps you to smile
Then you can ruin me
Do as you wish
Because making you happy is my priority
I'll walk through hell
If that's what it takes
Just to know that you'll laugh again
Destroy me if you wish
Let the flowers bloom in you
Let nature take it's hold
Mine are red when I think of you
But you may rip them from their roots
And let the blood run
If that's what you need
Or we could be as one
At last
And you could be happy with me
Rather than turning away
Whatever you choose
I will love you always,
Mit alles mein Herz. <3
Let's Destroy Each Other.
There's something different about you,
You stand out in the crowd,
You seem passionate,
But you hide yourself in hatred,
There's no need to pretend,
So break away from the lies,
Let me know who you are,
Let's destroy each other,
Because it'll be worth it in the end,
And you know you want to break free of the chains,
The lies unravel around you,
You show your heart,
Now you just have the passion,
Love seems natural,
It's a beautiful revelation,
Let's destroy each other.
So, what do you think? I'm sorry if they were a little long for you, but that's just how they happened. :P I didn't mean for them to be so long.
I hope you liked them.
x
that's about it really.
here's my latest poems [i've decided to share them (which is something i don't do a lot) because i actually like them]. they may not make full sense to you, or they may. either way, it doesn't bother me. my poems have a meaning for me and they may hold a different one for you. it just depends on how you look at it and what the words say to you. sometimes the meanings of my poems even change for me. :) you have to remember aswell that they are not necessarily written from my point of view. most of them aren't. so to call me depressed or anything would be wrong and i would prefer if you didn't please.
A Strange Time
You've been gone for too long
The seasons have changed
The ground has frozen in July
The will only come out
When you return home
With stories filled with happiness
Joy not to be destroyed
Only diminished
Because nothing stays bright for long
And my apocalypse is near
Unless you hold my hand
And say everything will be okay.
My Desire
I love you, I think
But it's gone in a blink
As my words turn around
Is this love I have found?
There's a warmth that's inside
And it's trying to hide
So rekindle my fire
And feed my desire.
^^ i rarely write poems that rhyme because they're never very good. and even if i do i verrryy rarely share them. but i quite like this one and how it doesn't really make sense but it kinda does to me. (:
Breaking the Clock
I'm still here
Time is ticking by
Waiting
For you to come for me
To hold me and tell me you love me
Whisper spells in my ears
And show me how to fly
But I've waited for so long
Losing hope everyday
Because you still haven't found me
Maybe now is the time
For me to start looking for you
My love.
No Understanding.
I turned and ran
Expecting you to stay
You followed me
With a smile upon your face
What is this feeling
That comes with sight of you?
It stays with me sometimes
Traps itself
It is an amazing thing
But it's hurting me
And why did you follow?
Detached.
I've detached myself
So that I don't love anyone
And it's keeping me strong
My ice cold heart
Is what's making me a fighter
And keeing me alive
It's who I am
Don't try to melt it
Because it will only make things
Difficult for both of us
It will make us weak
And inevitably cause the end
So I've detached myself
Giving Everything For You.
Wipe away the tears
And tell me what is wrong
If it helps you to smile
Then you can ruin me
Do as you wish
Because making you happy is my priority
I'll walk through hell
If that's what it takes
Just to know that you'll laugh again
Destroy me if you wish
Let the flowers bloom in you
Let nature take it's hold
Mine are red when I think of you
But you may rip them from their roots
And let the blood run
If that's what you need
Or we could be as one
At last
And you could be happy with me
Rather than turning away
Whatever you choose
I will love you always,
Mit alles mein Herz. <3
Let's Destroy Each Other.
There's something different about you,
You stand out in the crowd,
You seem passionate,
But you hide yourself in hatred,
There's no need to pretend,
So break away from the lies,
Let me know who you are,
Let's destroy each other,
Because it'll be worth it in the end,
And you know you want to break free of the chains,
The lies unravel around you,
You show your heart,
Now you just have the passion,
Love seems natural,
It's a beautiful revelation,
Let's destroy each other.
So, what do you think? I'm sorry if they were a little long for you, but that's just how they happened. :P I didn't mean for them to be so long.
I hope you liked them.
x
Monday, 10 August 2009
THE WEEKEND.
So, last Saturday night & Sunday morning were actually awesomee. Saturday night was Happy's Mum's birthday party. :] & then when we were done there, me & Sneezy stayed at Sleepy's house. (: It was wayyy cool.
So, yeah, we went back & watched a film [10 Things I Hate About You], which I must admit isn't one of the best films ever but ahh well. & then we talked. & talked. & talked. 'til around 6 in the morning. xD When those two decided they wanted sleep; so we slept. :)
So yeah, that's basically what I did this weekend.
Oh yeah & Sunday afternoon when I got home I learnt "Dig Up Her Bones" [by The Misfits <3] on guitarrrr. (: That is an amazing song. Has to be one of the best ever. I've just put it on my phone memory card, so I'll stick it in after & set that as my ringtone, instead of the usual "Misery Business" [by Paramore] that rings. :)
'cause Misfits are cooool & I've been listening to them loadsss today. :D
x
So, yeah, we went back & watched a film [10 Things I Hate About You], which I must admit isn't one of the best films ever but ahh well. & then we talked. & talked. & talked. 'til around 6 in the morning. xD When those two decided they wanted sleep; so we slept. :)
So yeah, that's basically what I did this weekend.
Oh yeah & Sunday afternoon when I got home I learnt "Dig Up Her Bones" [by The Misfits <3] on guitarrrr. (: That is an amazing song. Has to be one of the best ever. I've just put it on my phone memory card, so I'll stick it in after & set that as my ringtone, instead of the usual "Misery Business" [by Paramore] that rings. :)
'cause Misfits are cooool & I've been listening to them loadsss today. :D
x
Tuesday, 4 August 2009
LONG TIME, NO TYPE.
Heyy,
so it's been agessss since I wrote a blog. Doesn't really matter though, 'cause nobody reads this, I just write it. :) Makes me feel better, I guess. But I don't need to feel better; I'm great recently.
Except, at the moment I'm waaaay too hot & that's really not good, what with Swine Flu going 'round. I haven't got Swine Flu, though. I can tell - I'm not that bad.
So I've been playing more guitar [badly] & reading more [like I used to] instead of spending loadsss of time online. I guess I like it. :) And it's summer, so I've naturally read more than I usually do; that's just the way it goes.
At the moment, I'm listening to The Misfits 'cause their music makes me smile; it makes me happy. Obviously, some people would say I'm warped 'cause their lyrics make me laugh. They really are grotesque.
It feels good to be writing again, 'cause I kindaa drop out of the habit in summer. Like I said, I haven't written a blog in ages & it had been a while since I'd written a poem, but I wrote one the other day. Even if it was bad. But the thought of me writing in my little black book again made me smile, so I'll try to keep it up. Hopefully, more inspiration will come.
Choosing
Find the circle that you fit in
Stand out
Help it progress.
You are more powerful than you know
You have been chosen
For a purpose
And you will eventually find your real place
Where you belong.
You could be royalty.
See, like I said, it really is pants. I'd say it's one of my worst ones.
so it's been agessss since I wrote a blog. Doesn't really matter though, 'cause nobody reads this, I just write it. :) Makes me feel better, I guess. But I don't need to feel better; I'm great recently.
Except, at the moment I'm waaaay too hot & that's really not good, what with Swine Flu going 'round. I haven't got Swine Flu, though. I can tell - I'm not that bad.
So I've been playing more guitar [badly] & reading more [like I used to] instead of spending loadsss of time online. I guess I like it. :) And it's summer, so I've naturally read more than I usually do; that's just the way it goes.
At the moment, I'm listening to The Misfits 'cause their music makes me smile; it makes me happy. Obviously, some people would say I'm warped 'cause their lyrics make me laugh. They really are grotesque.
It feels good to be writing again, 'cause I kindaa drop out of the habit in summer. Like I said, I haven't written a blog in ages & it had been a while since I'd written a poem, but I wrote one the other day. Even if it was bad. But the thought of me writing in my little black book again made me smile, so I'll try to keep it up. Hopefully, more inspiration will come.
Choosing
Find the circle that you fit in
Stand out
Help it progress.
You are more powerful than you know
You have been chosen
For a purpose
And you will eventually find your real place
Where you belong.
You could be royalty.
See, like I said, it really is pants. I'd say it's one of my worst ones.
Wednesday, 22 April 2009
EURGHH.UGHH.
I HATE RS!
I HATE REVISION!
UGHHH.
Really, I do. Like I've said before, I really don't see the point in RS; it's a waste of a GCSE, if you ask me. I still want to do well though. The IDEA of failing just annoys me. I'm weird like that: Failure is not an option!
But this revision is driving me crazy. C'mon I revised until RS was coming out of my ears, for the mock! Jesus, do I really need to do any more revising?! The answer is yes. 'cause I'm not all too good at RS. Sure, I got an A* on the mock. But that was only 2/3 of what we really have to do for the proper one, & there's stuff that I still don't know. The two topics that weren't on the mock are the ones I am completely clueless about; for my point of view, we've learnt nothing about them in lessons before Easter. We searched Christian Aid, that's it. Google & a bit of copying pasting. I'm sure that's all good & well, but is it really going to get us As & A*s in our GCSEs? I think not.
So, I shall be off to revise some more now.
Goodbye,
x
I HATE REVISION!
UGHHH.
Really, I do. Like I've said before, I really don't see the point in RS; it's a waste of a GCSE, if you ask me. I still want to do well though. The IDEA of failing just annoys me. I'm weird like that: Failure is not an option!
But this revision is driving me crazy. C'mon I revised until RS was coming out of my ears, for the mock! Jesus, do I really need to do any more revising?! The answer is yes. 'cause I'm not all too good at RS. Sure, I got an A* on the mock. But that was only 2/3 of what we really have to do for the proper one, & there's stuff that I still don't know. The two topics that weren't on the mock are the ones I am completely clueless about; for my point of view, we've learnt nothing about them in lessons before Easter. We searched Christian Aid, that's it. Google & a bit of copying pasting. I'm sure that's all good & well, but is it really going to get us As & A*s in our GCSEs? I think not.
So, I shall be off to revise some more now.
Goodbye,
x
Sunday, 19 April 2009
WHAT IS THE POINT?
What is the point of me writing a blog? Nobody ever reads it. But, I've said a few times before, I like that. :) It's why I do it, I reckon. :]
I don't like the idea of people I don't know knowing about my life; knowing things about me. That idea scares me. Well, it doesn't scare me, I just find it weird. Very weird. & I don't like it.
Like on twitter, I have random people "following" me. Sure, musicians & radio stations I've never heard of; how did they find me? It's strange, very strange.
I found an amazing song today:
Planes are made for lovers - A sunset diary. (:<3
& now I'm listening to Take my hand - The perfect measure.
I love ittt.
& Rainbow Veins - Owl City. (L) phwoarr. :)
So, yeahh, I drew Alex Evans this week; I keep telling everyone, 'cause I am actually really proud. For once, I've drawn someone & it actually looks like them.
:) So, yeahh.
That's about all I have to say, I reckon.
x
I don't like the idea of people I don't know knowing about my life; knowing things about me. That idea scares me. Well, it doesn't scare me, I just find it weird. Very weird. & I don't like it.
Like on twitter, I have random people "following" me. Sure, musicians & radio stations I've never heard of; how did they find me? It's strange, very strange.
I found an amazing song today:
Planes are made for lovers - A sunset diary. (:<3
& now I'm listening to Take my hand - The perfect measure.
I love ittt.
& Rainbow Veins - Owl City. (L) phwoarr. :)
So, yeahh, I drew Alex Evans this week; I keep telling everyone, 'cause I am actually really proud. For once, I've drawn someone & it actually looks like them.
:) So, yeahh.
That's about all I have to say, I reckon.
x
Wednesday, 15 April 2009
17 AGAIN.
I just went to see 17 Again with two of The Strange Sisters [Mica & Dani.]
& It was actually Uhh-May-ZING. :] It really was. (: I loved it. It's pretty hilarious.
& For once, Zac Efron looks good. ;)
Had a great time.
I love those girls.
xox.
& It was actually Uhh-May-ZING. :] It really was. (: I loved it. It's pretty hilarious.
& For once, Zac Efron looks good. ;)
Had a great time.
I love those girls.
xox.
Tuesday, 14 April 2009
NEW MSN.?
I mean, C'mon, what's with it? It's really weird. But sort of cool, in a weird way. :] & I actually just watched "Scary German Bunny Man" on Messenger TV. Ahaa. :] Randomness...It's the way forward. (;
& It's all set with Mica & Dani for tomorrow. Going to see 17 Again. Two members of my family asked me why I was going to watch the same film twice. One of them was being serious. :| Lol. It was quite funny, though. :)
Tbh, I'm quite surprised that Dani's going 'cause I read over my blogs last night [I was bored & wanted to know what I'd been rambling on about] & I read a few times "it would have been better if Dani was there" or "it sucked that Dani wasn't there/couldn't go" or something along those lines. :] Ahh well. I'm happy that she's going tomorrow. 'Cause she makes me laugh soooo much.
I just spoke to her on the phone not too long ago & said that yesterday me & Mica were on the phone for an hour or so & she was like, "OMG! How do you talk for that long on the phone?!" & then me & her were on for near enough an hour. xD
"PIGS HAVE MOUTHS?!...I didn't know that. I thought they just had snouts!" ;]<3
ILoveHer. :)
So, yeahh.
That's about it, tbh.
I still haven't done my Maths Plus [Statistics] coursework, so I'm gunnerr set my alarm for tomorrow & get up earl [around half eight, or nine - which is very early for me in school holidays] & do it before I go out. So, I reckon I could get it done in a couple of hours tomorrow before anyone's up to annoy me. :] Yeahh, that's my plan;
Alarm.
Groan.
Stay in bed a bit.
Get up.
Do Stats.
Get breakfast.
Do Stats.
Do more Stats.
Have a showerr.
Maybe do some more Stats.
Get ready to go out.
Go out.
Watch film.
McDonalds.
:] What an interesting life I have.
Ohh yeahh; I set up a deviantart thing today for my photography.
flyawayphotography.deviantart.com
Only the not-so-good stuff is up, so far. I couldn't be bothered sitting here for ages uploading stuff that nobody is ever gunnerr look at.
See yaa!
& It's all set with Mica & Dani for tomorrow. Going to see 17 Again. Two members of my family asked me why I was going to watch the same film twice. One of them was being serious. :| Lol. It was quite funny, though. :)
Tbh, I'm quite surprised that Dani's going 'cause I read over my blogs last night [I was bored & wanted to know what I'd been rambling on about] & I read a few times "it would have been better if Dani was there" or "it sucked that Dani wasn't there/couldn't go" or something along those lines. :] Ahh well. I'm happy that she's going tomorrow. 'Cause she makes me laugh soooo much.
I just spoke to her on the phone not too long ago & said that yesterday me & Mica were on the phone for an hour or so & she was like, "OMG! How do you talk for that long on the phone?!" & then me & her were on for near enough an hour. xD
"PIGS HAVE MOUTHS?!...I didn't know that. I thought they just had snouts!" ;]<3
ILoveHer. :)
So, yeahh.
That's about it, tbh.
I still haven't done my Maths Plus [Statistics] coursework, so I'm gunnerr set my alarm for tomorrow & get up earl [around half eight, or nine - which is very early for me in school holidays] & do it before I go out. So, I reckon I could get it done in a couple of hours tomorrow before anyone's up to annoy me. :] Yeahh, that's my plan;
Alarm.
Groan.
Stay in bed a bit.
Get up.
Do Stats.
Get breakfast.
Do Stats.
Do more Stats.
Have a showerr.
Maybe do some more Stats.
Get ready to go out.
Go out.
Watch film.
McDonalds.
:] What an interesting life I have.
Ohh yeahh; I set up a deviantart thing today for my photography.
flyawayphotography.deviantart.com
Only the not-so-good stuff is up, so far. I couldn't be bothered sitting here for ages uploading stuff that nobody is ever gunnerr look at.
See yaa!
Monday, 13 April 2009
PHOTOGRAPHY & STUFF.
I'd quite like to be good at photography. Amateur. But I'm not, really.
The photos I took for my Art Mock exam not long ago were rubbish. I took some which are alright, actually, when we went away. And I've been able to edit photos for quite a while now; I use Macromedia Firefox. :] I pick up different ways of editing just by messing around with it.
My favourite lyric, atm, is:
It's that artistic gleam,
That's taking over my scenery,
Dream by dream.
I just love it. :)
Saturday, 11 April 2009
LONG TIME, NO TYPE.
So, yeahh, I haven't posted a blog for a while. Sorry about that. Actually, I don't know why I'm saying sorry; no-one actually reads this. :)
Like a said last time, I'm listening to more & more music & it's becoming more & more "emo". I don't actually think it is, that much. I'm just tending to listen to more acoustic stuff than I used to. It sort of makes me happy. :] So does some of the more rocky stuff, though so it's all good. :]
I went away to a place called St. Bee's (near the lake district) on Monday - Friday. That was pretty good, actually. It got us away from our house, at least. :) But all you could at night in the caravan was the wind & other people banging on the walls, everytime they moved in their sleep. xD That was mostly me, actually.
WasteTimeChasingCars<-- His 3Oh!3 video [Don't Trust Me] has been removed from Youtube, which sucks. Sooo...if you want it back please Copy & Paste this: @wtcc @atlanticrec @3oh3PFR please bring back WasteTimeChasingCars's 3oh!3 video on YouTube! a lot of us like 3oh!3 because of him... On your Twitter! As many times as you can.
Thanks...'cause I LOVE that video! :)
So, yeahh, not much else to say, tbh.
Bye!
xo.
Like a said last time, I'm listening to more & more music & it's becoming more & more "emo". I don't actually think it is, that much. I'm just tending to listen to more acoustic stuff than I used to. It sort of makes me happy. :] So does some of the more rocky stuff, though so it's all good. :]
I went away to a place called St. Bee's (near the lake district) on Monday - Friday. That was pretty good, actually. It got us away from our house, at least. :) But all you could at night in the caravan was the wind & other people banging on the walls, everytime they moved in their sleep. xD That was mostly me, actually.
WasteTimeChasingCars<-- His 3Oh!3 video [Don't Trust Me] has been removed from Youtube, which sucks. Sooo...if you want it back please Copy & Paste this: @wtcc @atlanticrec @3oh3PFR please bring back WasteTimeChasingCars's 3oh!3 video on YouTube! a lot of us like 3oh!3 because of him... On your Twitter! As many times as you can.
Thanks...'cause I LOVE that video! :)
So, yeahh, not much else to say, tbh.
Bye!
xo.
Tuesday, 17 March 2009
I AM HAPPY! :)
Everyone seems happier when it's sunny - which is rarely here. But it creates such a different atmosphere, it's truly amazing. I used to love the snow but now I really don't.
Everything seems to be going right lately. The past week or so has been brill and I've just been SOOOOO happy! My music has been helping. The stuff I've been listening to AND playing guitar. :] It all mounts up.
Oh and, I can't forget the Strange Sisters - I love you guys. :)<3
I Must've Done Something Right,
To Deserve You In My Life,
I Must've Done Something Right,
Along The Way.
[If The Moon Fell Down Tonight - Dear Juliet.]
Everything is going right. Everything is how I like it. Stay like this forever?
NeverShoutNever![Christofer Ingle.]♥;
^^his music makes me smiiiiiile. :)
-xoxo.
Everything seems to be going right lately. The past week or so has been brill and I've just been SOOOOO happy! My music has been helping. The stuff I've been listening to AND playing guitar. :] It all mounts up.
Oh and, I can't forget the Strange Sisters - I love you guys. :)<3
I Must've Done Something Right,
To Deserve You In My Life,
I Must've Done Something Right,
Along The Way.
[If The Moon Fell Down Tonight - Dear Juliet.]
Everything is going right. Everything is how I like it. Stay like this forever?
NeverShoutNever![Christofer Ingle.]♥;
^^his music makes me smiiiiiile. :)
-xoxo.
Tuesday, 10 March 2009
MUSIC.
yeahh, i think my music taste is getting more and more Emo. but not the screamo stuff just the "depressing" stuff. that's the stuff that makes me REALLY happy. :)
go listen to:
swing life away - rise against.
three cheers for five years - mayday parade.
miserable at best - mayday parade.
awake - secondhand serenade.
NEVER CHANGE - DEAR JULIET.
^^i found that one about fifteen minutes ago and i've been playing it since then. :) it's beautiful.
obviously i still like the other stuff i listen to. TH are still my favourite band. [:
-xo.
go listen to:
swing life away - rise against.
three cheers for five years - mayday parade.
miserable at best - mayday parade.
awake - secondhand serenade.
NEVER CHANGE - DEAR JULIET.
^^i found that one about fifteen minutes ago and i've been playing it since then. :) it's beautiful.
obviously i still like the other stuff i listen to. TH are still my favourite band. [:
-xo.
Saturday, 7 March 2009
UPDATE.
So, yeah, we just had two inset days. :) Friday, I went to Kirsten's house with the rest of the strange sisters [besides dani :( which sucked.] But, yeahh, had a pretty amazing time,
BUTTT...
ON WEDNESDAY! I went to see Mary Poppins with some of my family. :) It was amazing, really, it was. (:
I need to write a review on it for my Arts Award.
:]
xo.
BUTTT...
ON WEDNESDAY! I went to see Mary Poppins with some of my family. :) It was amazing, really, it was. (:
I need to write a review on it for my Arts Award.
:]
xo.
Sunday, 22 February 2009
SECOND HALF OF HALF-TERM.
So, yeahh, the second half of half-term was better than the first. :]
Mica stopped at mine on Thursday night. Then Friday was the best, I reckon. :D We went up to The Rec, back to mine, back to The Rec, back to mine, down to Bacup, back to mine. The builders thought that we were going crazy, walking up und down the hill so many times. :D ahh well. :p
Und then we met Lyd und Kirsten at bowling und after we went pizza hut. Dani should have come! Grrr. LOL.
Soo...'t'was good, i must say. :')
X.
Mica stopped at mine on Thursday night. Then Friday was the best, I reckon. :D We went up to The Rec, back to mine, back to The Rec, back to mine, down to Bacup, back to mine. The builders thought that we were going crazy, walking up und down the hill so many times. :D ahh well. :p
Und then we met Lyd und Kirsten at bowling und after we went pizza hut. Dani should have come! Grrr. LOL.
Soo...'t'was good, i must say. :')
X.
Thursday, 19 February 2009
(: SMILE!
so, today i went to manchester with my sister und mum. i got some really cool kickers school shoes [which i will most probably get laughed at for] und we got a sandwich und ate at picadilly gardens und stuff like we usually do. (:
MICA IS HERE NOW!! :D so i'm pretty damn happy und mica just said the most highly intelligent word i have ever heard escape from her lips, "woo!" :p
LOL.
so, all is good.
ciao.
xx.
MICA IS HERE NOW!! :D so i'm pretty damn happy und mica just said the most highly intelligent word i have ever heard escape from her lips, "woo!" :p
LOL.
so, all is good.
ciao.
xx.
Wednesday, 18 February 2009
MY CAREER?
so, i told my friends i want to be a translator.
german, naturlich.
i just think it would be fun, y'know what i mean? weil ich liebe deutsch.
however, there'd be a lot of work needed there 'cause atm i still speak germish und i really would need to speak fluently.
or, i could be a german teacher. or i could do what lyd's mum did und teach german's how to speak english. that would be pretty cool.
but i don't think i've ever really wanted to be a teacher. it just seems so...unlaurenish, maybe? oh, i dunno.
i'll do something with my german though.
[<3]
german, naturlich.
i just think it would be fun, y'know what i mean? weil ich liebe deutsch.
however, there'd be a lot of work needed there 'cause atm i still speak germish und i really would need to speak fluently.
or, i could be a german teacher. or i could do what lyd's mum did und teach german's how to speak english. that would be pretty cool.
but i don't think i've ever really wanted to be a teacher. it just seems so...unlaurenish, maybe? oh, i dunno.
i'll do something with my german though.
[<3]
INS KINO.
so, yeahh, i went to the pictures with my sister. mum queued with us, 'cause she was paying. so, 'cause of the stupid thing they've done to the pictures, we had to queue for like fifteen minutes und when we finally got to the front of the queue, tickets for hotel for dogs [the film my sister wanted to see] were all sold out, so we had to watch bolt, but that didn't matter, 'cause she wanted to see that too.
it was alright, actually.
yeahh. (:
xx.
it was alright, actually.
yeahh. (:
xx.
Tuesday, 17 February 2009
HALF-TERM
isn't everybody supposed to love half-term? sure, it's a nice break from school, but it's annoying when you have nothing to do [besides homework] und i mean with friends und stuff. und when you have no money it's even more annoying!
und lydia's gone to liverpool, so she can't come to mine 'til after wednesday. und i've been told that kirsten has told mica und lydia that's she's invited me to her house und she actually hasn't. und now i'm waiting for mica to ring me und i bet she forgets to. und i bet they want to go into mancs, or something - i'm not allowed in again 'cause i missed the train home last time und my mum was waiting around at the other end for me. :/ und i have no money. so i'm pretty much stuck in my house for the whole of half-term. funnnn.
und lydia's gone to liverpool, so she can't come to mine 'til after wednesday. und i've been told that kirsten has told mica und lydia that's she's invited me to her house und she actually hasn't. und now i'm waiting for mica to ring me und i bet she forgets to. und i bet they want to go into mancs, or something - i'm not allowed in again 'cause i missed the train home last time und my mum was waiting around at the other end for me. :/ und i have no money. so i'm pretty much stuck in my house for the whole of half-term. funnnn.
Wednesday, 11 February 2009
UGHH.
Why am I so bothered about this RS test we have tomorrow?
it's MOCK, fgs. :/
but, still, this is where our target grade comes from und i want to do well!
i think it's the fact that it's RS, too. i revised nowhere near as much when we got told about our history mock und i got an A*. i don't mean to sound big headed, btw. i'm just saying i don't like RS! At all!
ich hasse RS.
Dear Religious Studies,
"Hate is a strong word, but I really, really, really don't like you". There you go, a quote for you. Well, lyrics actually - The White Stripes, in fact. None of your abortion rubbish. And you know what i think of polygamy? i really don't care!
Yours Sincerely,
Lauren.
See you all, good luck to those who have any exams tomorrow!
xx.
it's MOCK, fgs. :/
but, still, this is where our target grade comes from und i want to do well!
i think it's the fact that it's RS, too. i revised nowhere near as much when we got told about our history mock und i got an A*. i don't mean to sound big headed, btw. i'm just saying i don't like RS! At all!
ich hasse RS.
Dear Religious Studies,
"Hate is a strong word, but I really, really, really don't like you". There you go, a quote for you. Well, lyrics actually - The White Stripes, in fact. None of your abortion rubbish. And you know what i think of polygamy? i really don't care!
Yours Sincerely,
Lauren.
See you all, good luck to those who have any exams tomorrow!
xx.
Tuesday, 10 February 2009
JUST A HEY.
sorry that i've not been on here in ages, guys [well, the two girls that might bother following this]. but, i just sort of forgot about it und i was watching whataboutadam [a youtuberrr...check him out. <3] and in the sidebar thing it said about his blog.
soo...i decided i'd fill you in as of recently. ;)
yeah so, last monday we went to see fame und it was pretty amazing, tbh! but it probably would have been a bit better if dani could come und if i'd remembered my glasses. silly me, LOL.
also, at school, und stuff over the past few days i've been in a really good mood and i dunno why. :) but i like it, all the same.
und i've started saying "und" instead of the english "and", if you hadn't already noticed. just 'cause i pretty much love german. i want to be fluent someday und go there. i've decided. feel free to join me. that would be AMAZE. :)
oh yeahh...there was other stuff i was gonnerr put up here but i can't remember what.
it feels really weird writing a blog. 'cause isn't it supposed to be sort of an online diary? well, i don't like the idea of people reading my diary, tbh. mind you, i'm probably more open on here ['cause only two of my best friends read this] than i am in my diary. i've never been keen on writing diaries, anyway. i prefer to share experiences or keep them to myself. i've never ever been big on writing all this stupid stuff about 'crushes' that, apparently, people do. or, at least they do in book und films. x] aha. but, no, i just don't do it. i write stuff like "AHA. GINGER NUTS! that was hilarious!" und stuff like that und "today was alright, didn't do much but i had art so it was okayy"
i've noticed that recently i've been writing a lot more in my little black book. i carry that with me everywhere at school. it's all tattered und worn now but i love it that way. if you're nice i may read you a poem that i like. i rarely let anyone read what i've written because there are people out there that don't seem to be able to expand their imagination und see that my poems are not necessarily from my point of view [most of the time, they're not] und i get called 'emo' 'cause of my 'depressing' poems. see, there's that aswell, i find some of my stuff really happy und thatt but others seem to think they're all depressing. maybe there's hidden messages, i'm not sure. maybe it's just a judgemental approach they have towards me; stereotype. sometimes this really annoys me, sometimes it doesn't bother me one bit. i suppose it depends what mood i'm in.
so, yeah...my little black book...the words on the pages are building up, and, atm i love my little tatty book. <3
sorry, this blog is getting quite long but i like the fact that nobody is probably going to read it so i'm kinda letting everything pour out. sort of like i did on my myspace profile; but that is viewable to more people. as of recently, i like how life is turning out. not that it was bad before, it just seems to be great now! :)
sorry for this LOOOONG post...there was a lot of catching up to do. i'll try to post on a more regular basis und try to be less boring. this still doesn't mean i'm gonnerr pour my heart out und write all the 'juicy' bits.
LOL.
bye for now, then.
xxxx.
soo...i decided i'd fill you in as of recently. ;)
yeah so, last monday we went to see fame und it was pretty amazing, tbh! but it probably would have been a bit better if dani could come und if i'd remembered my glasses. silly me, LOL.
also, at school, und stuff over the past few days i've been in a really good mood and i dunno why. :) but i like it, all the same.
und i've started saying "und" instead of the english "and", if you hadn't already noticed. just 'cause i pretty much love german. i want to be fluent someday und go there. i've decided. feel free to join me. that would be AMAZE. :)
oh yeahh...there was other stuff i was gonnerr put up here but i can't remember what.
it feels really weird writing a blog. 'cause isn't it supposed to be sort of an online diary? well, i don't like the idea of people reading my diary, tbh. mind you, i'm probably more open on here ['cause only two of my best friends read this] than i am in my diary. i've never been keen on writing diaries, anyway. i prefer to share experiences or keep them to myself. i've never ever been big on writing all this stupid stuff about 'crushes' that, apparently, people do. or, at least they do in book und films. x] aha. but, no, i just don't do it. i write stuff like "AHA. GINGER NUTS! that was hilarious!" und stuff like that und "today was alright, didn't do much but i had art so it was okayy"
i've noticed that recently i've been writing a lot more in my little black book. i carry that with me everywhere at school. it's all tattered und worn now but i love it that way. if you're nice i may read you a poem that i like. i rarely let anyone read what i've written because there are people out there that don't seem to be able to expand their imagination und see that my poems are not necessarily from my point of view [most of the time, they're not] und i get called 'emo' 'cause of my 'depressing' poems. see, there's that aswell, i find some of my stuff really happy und thatt but others seem to think they're all depressing. maybe there's hidden messages, i'm not sure. maybe it's just a judgemental approach they have towards me; stereotype. sometimes this really annoys me, sometimes it doesn't bother me one bit. i suppose it depends what mood i'm in.
so, yeah...my little black book...the words on the pages are building up, and, atm i love my little tatty book. <3
sorry, this blog is getting quite long but i like the fact that nobody is probably going to read it so i'm kinda letting everything pour out. sort of like i did on my myspace profile; but that is viewable to more people. as of recently, i like how life is turning out. not that it was bad before, it just seems to be great now! :)
sorry for this LOOOONG post...there was a lot of catching up to do. i'll try to post on a more regular basis und try to be less boring. this still doesn't mean i'm gonnerr pour my heart out und write all the 'juicy' bits.
LOL.
bye for now, then.
xxxx.
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